Thursday, June 25, 2015

TRYING NEW ACTIONS

BESIDES USING ALL CAPITALS. 

I'VE LEARNED THAT WHEN I AWAKEN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT I HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO SET THE TONE FOR THE DAY.  IT'S UP TO ME.  ALL MY CHOICE. 

I'VE BEEN HAVING THE BEST TIME CATCHING ALL THE LIGHTS GREEN, FINDING COINS,  ETC.

AND TELLING OFF PEOPLE. 

                            WHOOPEE!!!!

Friday, June 12, 2015

The aspergers anxiety-A new era-Friday 6*12*15

Playing with my blog.  I don't know where the tab goes.  I'm feeling anxious.  Dark Purple.  Maybe my definition of the feeling is off.  Maybe it's just the feeling of change and growth.  

The puzzle table is occupied by the talker.  He might be homeless.  

So I take my cue and do differently.  Checked my libraries,  charging my phones and I'll probably exercise for the fourth time this week out of boredom.  

Well, I did decide to make  my  health my number one priority.   Me.  Little ol' me.  

I 'm in uncharted waters trying to relax, float, keep cool.  

So relaxed I left the extra keys in the car.  Hmmm.  I did take some kava.




Tuesday, June 9, 2015

UNTITLED-I don't quite know what I'm feeling


FEELING GRAY.  YESTERDAY WAS VERRY HOT. 93.  LAST WEEK I EXERCISED 5 DAYS.  MON.TU,TH, FRI,SAT.  AND I'M OK.  

NOT GREAT BUT OK.  EXERCISED YESTERDAY.

WATCHED ADAM SANDLER, THE COBBLER.  STRANGE MOVIE.  I DON'T KNOW HOW IT'S AFFECTED ME BUT I AM WRITING IN ALL CAPS.  AND I KEEP MISSING THE S KEY.   
FINISHED THE PUZZLE AND CHECKED MY EMAILS.  FREE MOVIES AT SAVEMART FROM THE CODE ON RECEIPTS.

MAYBE MY FEELINGS ARE FROM WATCHING MIYAZAKI'S, THE WIND RISES.  JAPANESE PEOPLE HAVE AN ODD PERCEPTION OF LIFE.

SAD,  LIKE ALL OF LIFE IS SUPPOSED TO BE SAD AND DEPRESSING.  AM I DEPRESSED?  OR MAYBE JUST SAD THAT AN ENTIRE CULTURE CAN BE SO DEPRESSING.


Monday, May 18, 2015

WHIRLWIND MONTHS

WELL I'VE JUST MANAGED TO SURVIVE ANOTHER MARCH, APRIL, MAY.

I'M STILL REELING FROM THE PAIN OF WATCHING MY OLD LADY-dvd.

HOW adults MANAGE TO SCREW UP ALL THE LIVES AROUND THEM.


Friday, April 17, 2015

Having a cold is better than the flu

February I had the flu and T took care of me.  A new experience.  Mom always shut me away and I either survived or not.

So Tuesday I ate too much junk from the $an Carlos store and started coughing.  Like the many seniors here at the club.  And Wednesday I ate salad and junk.  So yesterday I still felt sick.  I ate some junk and good stuff and today I'm much better.

Hurray!!!


Thursday, April 9, 2015

Lemony Snicket 10-pg234

Trying times require increasing creativity and fortitude for survival. 

Disaster creates smarter, faster, kinder kids.  If they survive.

Book eight was at the senior's library so in my typical fashion I read the entire series.  13 books from the library.

Like Grimm fairy tales, very dark, tragic stories.  People die and bad people triumph for awhile and bad things will continue while residing on this planet.

Saturday, March 21, 2015

REFRAMING THE PAST-3*21*15

SATURN*DAY

I realized being here at Angel's Camp has sooo many ties that I can cut and remodel. 

It's close to Bear Valley.  The cite of the horrible no-honeymoon.  

Strawberry the last town b4 Sam's world.

The redoing of the sick trip w/lizm. 

I'm sooo much better, there's no comparison. 

The mountain driving is hard on the  back.  Walking up and downhill is exhilarating and having all day to stretch is HEAVENLY.  HAVENLY.

Got here 3*18 Wednesday after 4.   Thursday the sales talk.  Savemart.  Yesterday, Friday, walking around downtown bought a rock.  $1.50.  Talked to tourist bureau.  Came home and rested.  It's difficult to determine the level of tiredness when I feel so elated.  You could even say elevated here in the mountains.  Ha, ha!

Oh, and I'm over the b-days, bidets.